At 7 or 8,
I can still remember that day, my mother forced me to eat something, that i don't like, but at last she won, i have to eat & digest it for her sake. May be she is right, but i don't like that. - 'CARE'
At 9 or 10,
I remember the day with my relatives, i don't like them, but i have to act for some sake. May be they are really good, i don't like them. - 'TRADITION'
At 11,
My parents decided to change my school, but that really pained me a lot, i missed some of my friends, i don't like to shift to another school, but i studied there for the next 7 years. May be they are right, i don't like that. - 'SITUATION'
At 12,
I don't like to study, so i was beaten up by my mother for low scores. May be i was an idiot, i don't like to be a brilliant at that time. - 'ROUTINE'
At 15,
I have to decide about my higher secondary group, my father did that, yes he is right!! am not matured enough to decide about my education, even i don't like that, i have to score good marks. -'NO WAY'
At 16,
I still like to play, but my mother said, you are not a small kid to play outside. May be she is right, i don't like this. -'GIRL'
At 17,
I fixed my first goal i think, but my father said, this is wrong goal, i know what you can. May be he is right, i don't like this. -'NO OTHER GO'
At 19,
I think, am gonna mingle with the society, am getting matured, i hate the way of some people, i hate the government, i hate the education system, i hate the place where am, at last, am thinking too much, i hate myself. -'MY MIND'
At 20,
Unfortunately, i gotta good chance to study in my dream place, yes i scolded my parents, teachers, society for my disappointments, but, i got this chance because of them. But another possibility, if i went with my decisions, i would be rather better than , what am now. - 'INABILITY'
At 22,
No restrictions, no 'NO', no cross questions, am in a position to decide about my own life, but now i can't make it really, am expecting others to take decision, i used to it :(.
'Practice makes man Imperfect' - 'My case'
When i can -------?, when i will ------- , how i will ------- , but i have to now ------- i dono what to ------- , when to decide ?, Whatever, i will decide it finally. I was disabled completely till my 23 years of life, when i will be completely 'I'?,when i will live in my very own way?,when i will found myself ?, hope i will be 'I' hereafter.
I can still remember that day, my mother forced me to eat something, that i don't like, but at last she won, i have to eat & digest it for her sake. May be she is right, but i don't like that. - 'CARE'
At 9 or 10,
I remember the day with my relatives, i don't like them, but i have to act for some sake. May be they are really good, i don't like them. - 'TRADITION'
At 11,
My parents decided to change my school, but that really pained me a lot, i missed some of my friends, i don't like to shift to another school, but i studied there for the next 7 years. May be they are right, i don't like that. - 'SITUATION'
At 12,
I don't like to study, so i was beaten up by my mother for low scores. May be i was an idiot, i don't like to be a brilliant at that time. - 'ROUTINE'
At 15,
I have to decide about my higher secondary group, my father did that, yes he is right!! am not matured enough to decide about my education, even i don't like that, i have to score good marks. -'NO WAY'
At 16,
I still like to play, but my mother said, you are not a small kid to play outside. May be she is right, i don't like this. -'GIRL'
At 17,
I fixed my first goal i think, but my father said, this is wrong goal, i know what you can. May be he is right, i don't like this. -'NO OTHER GO'
At 19,
I think, am gonna mingle with the society, am getting matured, i hate the way of some people, i hate the government, i hate the education system, i hate the place where am, at last, am thinking too much, i hate myself. -'MY MIND'
At 20,
Unfortunately, i gotta good chance to study in my dream place, yes i scolded my parents, teachers, society for my disappointments, but, i got this chance because of them. But another possibility, if i went with my decisions, i would be rather better than , what am now. - 'INABILITY'
At 22,
No restrictions, no 'NO', no cross questions, am in a position to decide about my own life, but now i can't make it really, am expecting others to take decision, i used to it :(.
'Practice makes man Imperfect' - 'My case'
When i can -------?, when i will ------- , how i will ------- , but i have to now ------- i dono what to ------- , when to decide ?, Whatever, i will decide it finally. I was disabled completely till my 23 years of life, when i will be completely 'I'?,when i will live in my very own way?,when i will found myself ?, hope i will be 'I' hereafter.
